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since i’m alone in dis room…..aku sgt buhsan~~~

suddenly…..tringt kt my frends~~……..mkn lme, mkn rmai yg fly n those yg stil keep in touch wif me pon dh tggl brp kerat jer…..ngaa~~~~…miss ma fwen la…..(pdhl buhsan)

herm…..thanks 4 those yg still remember me, ajk kuar n anything~~
ades~~~~~~~~~BOSAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>>>>>>>>>pa,cpt abeh paper, pueng dh srh aku plan, tp aku xde idea r nk g mne…ahahha
>>>>>>>>>>nadz,fuzah…..oit,ble nk date???ahahaha
>>>>>>>>>>lan,pekah…….sile pulang ke tanah air ye…..
>>>>>>>>>>maro……cpt r cuT dowh……thn dpn ko nk blk…ngaaa~~~sangap la aku

herm…..after sumtimes….akhirnyer tringin la plak nk update blog neh……Now, i’m bz wif byk mende

~final
~bakri siswa
~recmo

herm……adekah kegatalan aku nk masuk byk event akn mndatangkn hsail yg lumayan????
saksikanlah pd episod yg akn dtg~~

2day….field trip 2 kg batu malim where baksis will take place……there were lots of interesting pnyer kjadian yg kd tym g n blk….wlwpon pnt, it’s worth it~~~

it was my first time meeting with JKKK kg (dunno how mny Ks should b included)…sgt best when ade en.’tuan pengerusi’ and adek YB yg separuh masak tuh~~

lala…..tp aku sgt terharu sbb aku adelah insan terpilih utk melayan insan separuh masak dgn serious n berhemah~~~~ahahaha….sori r guys…die dh jnji nk bwk aku g lombong emas n g mncing….ahahaha….

BAKSIS~~~best…..ahahaha….

          now i realize dat those who r wif high potential in their brain are sumtimes super weird, highly stupid+moron+nuts n etc…..there’s no need to make sne deduction la coz it happens dgn sgt kerap…herm…nothin much 2 say….except….is there anybody knows whether they did sumtin wrong w/out asking it,feel it or etc…kalo cmtu,sngnyer idop…..i will always noe bile i did sumtin wrong n of course i will insyaALLAH cpt2 say sorry….ahahahha, i’m not dat good a tu say sorry 4 those things yg aku xbwat…..

           what goes around comes around….so, ifi am super sissy yg just invi telling whats wrong, at least….i still hav gut 2 say it….not just pretending 2b ok,n deep inside…. lots of bad things…..

     dh la……things dh jd……..if dis situation berterusan pn, aku xksh sgt, aku nk support n work with frens…not rely on others….

      i’ve tried my best2 get rid of my lab partner, which i think u guys noe who am i refering tu…..met dr  TM n he agreed 2 change da group….herm,suddenly it was just a mistake…the group will still b da same but mayb wif additional 1 mmbr….herm, who will b dat lucky person….hope die blh thn dgn lab partner yg always bz wif meeting n etc…..uhuhuuhu…

     n most important is, i’m no longer have to think bout mr. annoyying yg smemangnyer sgt mmberi masalah pada aku….bravo!!! i think i’ve just get rid of a prob….herm, lot more to b settled….

               chinese new yr…..mao pulang…..hang out wif frenz b4 dorg fly…..

           epul=annoying!!!…….dats wut i think bout myself aite now…

          evrythin’ must lies on the right side, not on the safe side….so, stop using others to play safe!!! but search for da openings so that u can be true to urself n of course get rid of any ‘impurities’ in the inner side of ourself….life is not bout following others, but move along with others….i hate people who lied just to fulfill others+their own needs….kalo xley buat, xboley tlg, xsanggup face da challenge….just say n leave it…bukan menipu dr sdr!!!! herm….i hate people yg trelalu bergntung dgn org laen….maybe u might think i’m self-centered n etc…tp dat’s da thing yg aku xblh terima….

      i do share dis thing wif my sis n she said…be blunt….n i think,dats true…we must help ourself 1st b4 others…it’s not hard to b true unless u did sumthin wrong….dh la, stop blaming what people did…n aku aku snts ingt pesan mak aku….sblm tdo, maafkn kesalahan sume org yg sakitkn ati,cr mslh n etc….so that, kalo mati…..aku xmembebnkn org lain…. luv my fmli, friends yg sgt supportive n etc….

      today….i’m a bit stressed out…ye r,byk sgt prob n it is basically caused by myself…..since da day aku g stress management, aku still xdpt lari dr prob yg same which is….keep on dendam+benci+rse nk bg makan kaki+punching dorg pnyer abs smpai limpe pecah…..dats da person yg dr dlu smpai skrg,asyk create da same prob…..it’s not bout "memBANGAUing" others…..but then, dats da situation where i face aite now….herm, bout dat garang2 thing, biarla…coz my mum sdr ckp, yg aku neh sgt baran….herm…mmg xslamat la kalo sum1 tuh cr psl ngan aku…..as long as aku still blh tolerate, people might see me laughing, making jokes n etc….tp beware…yg dh kene,korg tau…..

(temasuk ckg alice…hik3)

     dh la, aku bkn tuhan,bukan rasul……bkn jgk malaikat…..xboleh puaskan ati sume org….bkn nafsu ek…hi3….td, halfway nk blk umah, jmpe mok,gedo,mat yie,pudin mat norq n etc tgh Q nk donate blood…hik3…aku mmg xde intention pn nk derma darah….Y????sbb akoooo sgt fobia dgn BLOOD n FLESH….esp kalo tgk gmbr xcdnt n mayat kene bunuh…dats y i get rid from taking medic wlwpn dats my real intention bljr bio….then,tgh tgg bdk2 neh…i saw aya lk….bdk chemi yg sgt putih…ahahaha.,,,tgh borak2,xprsh lk yg aku dh temasuk dlm Q…erks, dgn spontan n aku xsangke, blh lk aku g capai n isi borg derma darah smbil brk2 skit ngan aya…..

    last2, aku berakhir dgn kehilangan 400ml drh dr bdn aku….hik3….thanks 2 aya sbb bwat aku xsdr ade dlm Q until blh g derma darah….ahahhaha…at least, aku mrase gk derma darah…

     len kali nk derma lg!!!!

      herm…i always think of sumtin…am i sgt teruk@jht ke in sum kind of thing or to certain people????i hate people yg keep on doing da same mistakes again n again n  after thousands of apology….i noe, it’s not gut utk gado2 neh…but then, if it keeps on going…sape xbengang….i can’t stop people telling bad things bout me n make me annoyed…but then, do respect others….jgn la smpai overxcted smpai lpe dr…..from now on, i feel like jgn la baek sgt dgn org…nnti org pjak kple….wtf!!!!

    i noe, sum people ckp aku neh garang…n i think i’ll b cm dat so-called garang bile ade sbb…pape je lah, as long as aku still blh idop n beramal di bumi ALLAh neh…ALHAMDULILLAH

ngaa~~~~owh my final….apsl trok sgt!!!meb….balancing all those stuff….pergh!!!3 hours cm sejam jer…thermo????ngeri!!!!!!!!!!!!cmne la dgn maklumat yg sekangkang kera….mcm2 mnder blh dpt…aku sgt ske thermo!!!tp sbb mesia pnyer education sys yg terlalu exam-oriented wt aku bengkek!!!ngaa~~~ngeri2!!!!!!!tgk kiri….dibah xangkat muke pon dok siapkn soklan, epul abrar kt dpn pon same….azie pn same gk….aku????blank!!!mngkin aku mnm air ade semut kot smlm!!!!!!meb….dr shuhaimi,mmndgkn ur isteri "dr puteri  seri melor" br jer gave birth…..tlg ler jd sgt baek tym tnde paper meb….plizzzz!!!!n mr azry, hopefully….kamu jd sg sabo tgk paperku yg mngerikan…..kalo nk muntah pon,muntah la….janji tande dgn baek ati………….ngaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~

fluid???since mr zamri dh xde next sem,hopefully soklan tuh cm soklan yg slalu die bg dlm kls….tolong la kami~~~~

gue nggak mau repeat!!!

awek???tym blk dr 1st paper final td,mmbr aku dgn sronoknyer ckp….’x’ dh ade awek..korg bile lg?? erks…aku diam jer r…but in my mind…aku pk, is it a must bwat aku 4 da tym being?? aku cm try to protest but xde point…ye r, xmo r gado2 or pk pnjg psl mnde remeh neh….awek???bg aku,tgg la dlu…better aku bkawan ngan sume jer…1day,bile aku rs seswai, aku berAWEK gk la…hik3…lgpn, 1st luv tuh pn,still aku ingt n aku syg lg kt die <"pul,jiwangnyer ko!!!">…tp skrg,xyh la…byk lg keje laen aku nk wt….aku tgk,org kapel…most of ‘em ddk cafe sesame, ‘report evry inch of their movmnt’ ,n etc…..aku xley cm2…aku kene jd aku wlwpn dh ade awek….xmo ddk mlekat cm kene gam gajah…xske…mase tuh nyawe….pegi xdtg blk,RUGI!!!!!!!!!hik3,wlwpn xde awek,aku neh slalu gk ade mnt2 usyar org….ish2 mate2…hik3…sian org2 tuh…aa,kalo crush pn xlame…(tp ade je yg sgt lame…)…dh r,mgarut jer…mmbr ramai,layan smpai lebam!!!!

aku xpnh rsnyer dpt lucky draw…ahahaha….td cmne lk blh dpt….hik3….wlwpn dpt buku sponsored by kopetro utp jer…aku ttp rs AP giler coz dats my 1st tym….ahahaha…..

muahahaha……glak lg…….muahahahahaha…….